Chingay post party today.
met jieying at admiralty around 1plus before going to TBSC together.
finally saw the others after a week plus or 2 and it seems so long
it felt so weird to be free every wed and sun.
when it used to be pract. time.
the moment we spent together.
be it practicing the dance step or crapping.
all is just history now.
which felt quite saddening.
anyway,it's great seeing the others today.

took 963 to meet peggy after the event.
the last time i see her was during Class chalet if im not wrong
and that is like last year.
ended up in causeway point as there was nowhere else to go
given that it's already evening when i met her.
shopped around.
she's my SUN YOU!!!
it's a sin to go out with her.
always make me spend so much when im supposed to save.
had our dinner at macdonald.
dont tell me "mac,not again".
well,it's been a long time since i ate that...the last time was during As period.
been a great catch up session especially when we no longer see each other every other day.
well,those seniors were right when they say we gona miss our study life.

speaking of As...
many speculate that we will be getting our result this week as next week is march holiday.
i so dont want to get the result.
i know im living in self denial.
but ya,i just dont want to get back the result.
i have a feeling it's not going to be good.
especially my econs.
i just dont have confidence.in the result.in myself.

do you realise
the awkward-ness whenever we talk
we appear more distant than stranger
i wonder when this start
and i dont like it one bit
can we get back to the past
when we hang out together freely